Yeah..already at my hometown..its been almost 3 weeks since i went back to my kampong..
really miss my lil' sis very much..I plan to take them to swimming pool this weekend, or maybe bowling afterward..
to be honest..i prefer hang out with them rather than anyone else..nothing much to plan..xyah pk pape...
Emm..kdg2 aku ase aku prefer je single..so aku leh commit ngn kej n family aku jer..tp dah mmg lumrah manusia, laki ke pompuan..sure nak gak ase ade someone special dlm idup..
Aku pun nak cmtu gak..tp bile dah kapel2 ni sure ade gaduh2, ade marah2.tipu la klau aku ckp xpnh gaduh2..kdg2 aku penat sgt ngn relationship cmni..aku ase mcm xmampu lagi nak commit utk cintan2 ni..aku prefer je kawin terus jer bile aku dah ready nak commit ngn satu lagi relationship selain ngn family yg aku dah ade skg ni..
Aku ni fussy sgt ke or org tu yg complicated..aku pun xsure.. seriously aku ni xreti sgt bab2 mujuk2 ni..xpnh aku belajar bab2 mujuk ni waktu zmn2 sekolah dulu..cikgu aku pun xpnh ajar subject ni kt sekolah dulu..heheh aku prefer relationship yg simple jer...follow the flow..as long as kite jujur n loyal to each other...smpai jodoh klu kawin ttp akan kawin..is it rite?? so xperlu la nak commit smpai thp dah mcm husband n wife...
masing2 kene ade aim n goal dlm idup...so priority skg ni kite try nak achieve ape yg kite aim dulu..tmbah2 aku ni laki..so mmg banyak aku kene pikir dlm idup aku ni..matlamat aku..impian aku...byk hal dlm kepala aku skg ni..aku xnak la hal2 remeh yg jadi kt relationship aku ni seolah2 mcm tambah satu lagi hal yg aku kene pikir, aku kene process dlm kepala otak aku yg sememangnye dah overload skg ni...
Kite bknnye bdk2 sekolah lagi..umo pun dah tahap leh jadi bapak org dah skg ni...so cara kite treat relationship kite pun for sure kene ikut thp usia kite..klau zmn2 student dulu leh la nak cintan cintun cmni...sms 24 hour, gayut 2,3 jam...pg ptg mlm dating..tp dlm usia yg mcm skg ni..aku prefer hubungan yg simple...lite n easy...
hmm..aku sorg je ke yg alami mende2 cmni or mmg sume kapel2 kat dunia ni pun alami hal2 cmni gak...pe ntah aku melalut mlm2 ni..2 oclock at the morning already...time for me 2 sleep..mate xngantuk lagi tp ttp kene tdo..sok nak bgn awai..manyak lagi hal nak buat kt ipoh ni...mlm sok nak balik KL dah...ciau...
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